So for those who where waiting on a Blog. about that dirty word... Just for you.
SEX!!!! SEX!!! And More SEX!!!!
Let me see where do I start. Hummmmm.... a conversation with Ariel.
While taking my 15 year old to pick up her little boyfriend so that he may visit with her in my home my daughter turned to me and said ..Mom, every time I have a boy over to the house Gio.... (her oldest sister who she lives with) ask us the most embarrassing questions... I asked her questions like what? She tells me that she asked them the dreaded question of ..Are you two having SEX... I laugh and tell her that this was a fair question and continue on to explain to her why.
I have always been an understanding parent in most cases, who uses my own childhood experiences to relate to my children. I raised my first child to the best of my ability. She is of the WHY generation so I did make mistakes and had to make adjustments along the way. We argued fault and battled like crazy during her teen years to the point of physically putting her head threw a wall and saying those wonderful words of ..I brought you in this world and I damn sure can take you out... Her head was literally hard and I left that hole in my wall for both our growing. It had so much meaning.
When my oldest was 11 and came to me in tears telling me that she was depressed because people talk about her and call her a DYKE because she had chosen to remain in the world of a child and not bother with the boyfriend girlfriend thing at such a young age. She had chosen to keep on the jeans and the tennis shoes keeping her hair back in one ponytail and telling the little boys NO I do not need a MAN... lol. I had instilled in her the thought of education is what you are in school for and as for relationships, date many as you can, you will find the right one as you learn.... pretty much the one who respects you and doesn..t make you cry.
It was summer break and I thought of how fun it was when I was a child to return to school new. New clothes, new shoes, new hairdo and lord knows.. the boys had their summer growth spurt and at her age I was already horney as hell. That night I got on the phone and I called my mom and her aunts and had a family meeting. Being I was a single parent I needed their help financially. In telling them that Giavonna needed a new wardrobe by Monday of the following week her clothes had gone from the tomboy thing to the up and coming queen thing.
At the end of the first day of school she was floating on a cloud full of smiles, running her mouth at how wonderful a day she had. All those same boys and girls who had hurt her so, had now saw the swan the ugly duckling had become. ..The boys just loved me..! By that evening we had a talk about Sex and I placed in her hand her Kaiser medical card and in her head, words of wisdom and comfort. I told her, I can only tell you what I would like for you to do this being you wait until you complete your education and find the right person to share in your glory. I do know you have hormones they are a natural part of life. Sex is not something dirty, filthy or the act of doing, what society should base your character from. I would like for you to come to me and talk to me when there comes a time that you feel you would like to have sex, because then I may be able to guide you in your decision making, but if not, here is your medical card. If and when those urges come, go to the doctor and get birth control and always use a condom, I keep a huge box in my bathroom cabinet uncounted. Every year after that I asked her out of nowhere the dreaded question ..Are you having SEX..? and of course she would tell me NO!
One day during the age of 16 I went into her room to repossess my clothes and in moving things on her bed, in a tote bag there it was, the answer to that dreaded question. Birth Control Pills, 4 months supply and condoms. Wow, after all the talking and attempts at convincing her that I was her best-friend that she could talk to me about anything on Gods earth. She had talked to me about everything good and bad, but before me I had in front of me the realization that society..s out look on sex as it being so filthy and nasty and dirty, the worst thing you can do moralistically against the laws of God, even worst then murder had prevented my daughter from telling me this one thing. I..m sure she would have told me if she stole, murdered or bared false witness before she told me she was having sex.
I grasped it all in and called my Mom to vent. I told her about the birth control pills and why I was sad and proud at the same time. My sadness was that my daughter could not come to me for advice about her needs to have sex, the morally judgmental world over talked me and this saddened me. Why I was proud is that my wonderful daughter had the common sense to protect herself.
When my daughter got home that evening I conveyed to her my discovery, but before I could tell her that I was proud of her for taking all the proper pre-cautions, she denied they where hers.. and her embarrassment sent our relationship spinning out of control. She continued to deny and I continued to distrust. Her denial became greater lies and my distrust became anger. Henceforth, we ended up with the hole in the wall. All behind an act that God gave us as a gift.
Seems the world sees.. SEX as sacred, and uses it to define everything wrong in life. I see it as everything right in life. A gift. A reward, to do with as we wish. To repopulate our earth, to show the unity of man and woman, the union of Feminine and the Masculine, the love that is God without the small print of rules and regulations written by man. In my observations I find that all that is considered moralistically wrong in life are things that go against the fibers of man not what goes against the fibers of the Universe.
Society condemns a leader of a country for getting a blow job in the all so Holy white house, but does not condemn a leader who approves the right to murder in that same Holy temple.
Why does one rape murder even going so far as to molest a child, I feel it is because of the battle between good and evil as define by man; a retardation of a natural act. For one who thrives off challenging what mankind has labeled Taboo? I truly believe that if Sex was not so glorified as the bases of ones morality, and was look at as being as natural as breathing, these act of cruelty such as rape would never take place. Why because at that point this would not be recognized rape, people would be giving sex away, so an unnatural act and the battle between good evil would have no reason to take place. I'm not sure if what I am getting at is understandable, but my daughters sure understand. Children tend to do everything their parents TELL them not to in order to prove them wrong.
I..m sure some who are reading this are grabbing the man written Bibles and Books to quote words within it to debate me avoiding the common sense thinking given to them by God. Not looking at how mankind has used Sex to control the world even to the point of telling those seeking rewards in the after life that by murdering that which God has created he will grant them a pure and Holy Virgin rewarding their deeds of destruction.
I..m sure Constantine is kicking himself in the ass for commissioning those Monks to decipher such words of love into words of destruction for his control, and own financial gain oh so many centuries ago.
My 15 year old once played God and placed judgment on the act of prostitution. She said a woman who was selling Sex was nasty and that was the lowest act a woman could perform. She said she was nasty and had no morals. My response to that judgment to her was, how can you judge her character by this act. You do not know why she does what she does. Did you stop and think why. Could it be that she may have been raped or molested, uneducated, without any other job skills or job offers, and this is the only way she knows how to feed her 6 kids at home and herself and maybe a few brothers and sisters and a ailing mother or father. By what Countries rules is prostitution moralistically wrong. I..m sure a starving Ethiopian, or a Cambodian mother feeding her children Rats would not find selling sex for food to be moralistically wrong.
The most embarrassing thing I ever felt in my soul was the assignation of Clintons Character placed before the world for doing Monica at a time this man was trying to stop greater travesties from happening. Hilary didn..t have a problem with it so why did anyone else. Damn Roosevelt had a well-publicized Mistress during his entire term in office. What was different then? He is considered one of our great leaders. Could it be that again SEX was used to blind us for the benefit of financial gain and power.
Damn I have respect for Brigham Young with is third testament of the bible. He attempted to bring out the beauty of unity of the Feminine and the Masculine written in those dead sea scrolls, but the powers that be would have had no control and bases for taxation for a married couple.
DaVinci..s Other Code: ^+v-v+^= / v+^-^+v =.... Okay I made this up, not DaVinci, but it..s in the same ballpark as his thinking. What it equates to is....
God created men (^) and women (v) and gave them the ability to recreate in unity working together rather it be through the act of sex or some man or woman in a laboratory figuring a way to make it happen no matter what the sexual preference. If you subtract the woman or man from either of the equations working against the natural laws of our universe Feminine and Masculine..... you come up with the same Sum each time.... =SUM-DUM-FUKS. This to say men and women must work together.
Needless to say, my 15 year old asked me to blog. my thoughts on SEX because if she had been explained SEX in this way instead of listening to a world that condemns sex so, she would have come to me before participating in the act of SEX.
There you have it... SEX... SEX... and more SEX. NOT a dirty act, Just dirty minds using it against us. I hope you have yourselves a Humping good night cause I will.
....and out of Egypt came a Beautiful Black Queen. Gifted to her was Love, Strength, Wisdom, Power and Compassion... the same gifts that have been passed on from generation to generation and are our Beautiful Queens of today.
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