Once Upon A Time... a love story

Goddess Embracing Inner Beauty

Once upon a time.... a long, long time ago..... A Woman said NO to SEX!

March 22, 2001
TRN Online: News

... Falls man was in the Wichita County Jail Thursday night after police say he shot a 35-year-old woman staying in his home. "Lisa" Kirk of Inglewood, Calif., was expected to survive the gunshot wound, said Wichita Falls police Sgt. Kelly Maloney. Kirk spent much of the morning ...|MORE TEXT|

March 23, 2001
TRN Online: News

... in connection with an incident early Thursday in which an out-of-state woman was shot in the back, according to District Court records. Dennis Maurice Lindsey, 44, of 1717 Midwestern Parkway (Sherwood Forest Apartments) No. 124 was being held in the Wichita County Jail on $150,000 bond ...|MORE TEXT|

How on earth could one single human bring her down? Not an act of Nature, but by an act of Man.

This particular Woman was a Woman of strength, and courage as taught to her by her mother and life's wonderful lessons. The Lesson of survival in a world engulf in materialism. A world that said by any means necessary. NEVER LET EM SEE YOU SWEAT, and she didn't. From a child she fought against, racism, discrimination, sexual abuse, drugs, poverty, hate, injustice. In doing so she developed arrogance as she defeated each challenge life presented and never once did she shed a tear as to admit defeat nor would she accept defeat. She saw herself as invincible to mankind for she had won so many battles. Beauty, charm, sex, independence and Intelligence were her weapon. Love was her strength and weakness. She was a proud Woman, until the day she died.

(A Conversation with God)

God, I can't go just yet. My daughter is not prepared for this. She does not know how to raise my youngest two quite yet. I forgot to tell her how to get to the Money I have left for her if this should ever happen. Wait! I forgot to tell her how I wanted her to raise them. Sure she's strong like me, but not quite as wise. She's not ready to take my throne. My two youngest won't understand. They all know I love them, but I forgot to tell them exactly how much. I didn't write my obituary... They know nothing about me. My schools, my education, my struggles, when I accepted Jesus as my Lord and Savior nor when I dumped him as such and found you.Listen God, look. Although I've done wrongs in my life, I've done so much more goods. Look here I have all these Markers I've collected over the years. You know, the marker's I collected when I told those I helped, the poor, the hungry, the homeless, the lonely, that they owed me nothing. I'm just collecting my many blessings from God. Remember my heart God when I pulled the fishhook from the Seagulls wing so he could defend himself? Remember the transmission I burned out in my car as not to kill the dog, your creation. Remember my mom cursing at me because every stray creature in the neighborhood lived at my house as a child. Remember the times I spent with Old Mrs. Kennedy to take away her fears. Sure I hated, but I think it was only to prove my toughness in a world filled with hate.

(A NUN Prays for her soul)

"Child have you asked for forgiveness for your sins" "Lady get your ass away from me, you don't have to pray for my soul, I'm having that discussion with God one on one right now".So listen GOD can I please cash in my Markers? I promise I'll listen to you and do it your way this time.Wow, Spanish tiles how pretty. WAIT!!!! Why are you entombing me you said I could live? Anesthesia? Ohhhh... Okay... so we will talk when they are done?

March 24, 2001 (retraction)
TRN Online: News

... Apartments) No. 124 was being held in the Wichita County Jail on $150,000 bond Friday, according to court documents. "Lisa" Kirk, 35, had one gunshot wound that entered her back and exited her chest, according to the arrest affidavit. She survived the injury after surgery ...|MORE TEXT|

Nine days later unable to fly due to cabin pressure that would crush the lung the bullet ripped 3 holes in, she boarded a train and returned home.Life was different though. Each call from friends, family, and lovers, so full of hurt, anger, hate and the need for revenge she hung up from with their questions of how would she like this gentleman taken care of for his ungodly deeds, she thought to herself, but I forgive him, as the tears rolled from her eyes. He didn't shoot me. The World shot me and I love you all the same.

(A conversation with the world)

"So Lisa, if you could reverse time and go back, when he pulled out that Gun when you said NO, but this time you see the gun before you, would you have said YES to Sex?

"NO!"

"You LIE! You can not tell me you would not have quickly said Yes knowing he would kill you."

"Let me tell something MY BROTHA! You can take my money, my house, my car, my job, my name, you can even take my kids, but the one thing you can't take from me is what GOD gifted to me. What I can truly say is mine... MY FREEDOM OF CHOICE.... and yes I would die for that freedom."

"So... do you hate MEN for this?"

"Why would I? A Woman could have done the same.

"The Picture you see above of the nude woman gracefully poise, was taken 3 months after her death when she began to listen from within and not to a world filled with judgmental, controlling translators speaking in the name of a God. She began to live, the promise she made to the One and only Creator embedded deep within.

The Picture above is her loving herself, accepting herself, embracing that which the Creator created... Life.... Unconditional, without shame, judgment or self-loathing. A Rebirth and reunion of outer and inner love. A Unconditional Love of self.... the same Unconditional Love she has for the world... the same Unconditional Love/Light/God.... the Creator has for all.

She lives HAPPILY EVER AFTER.

THE BEGINNING.....

and the moral of this story TRUE STORY is...

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